Food rationing has been our first strategy. We had so little that we didn't have much to prepare for. Summer in the northern latitudes meant that there was hardly any darkness. And we found it dark as my wife, a very pregnant woman, and myself crowded into a windowless bedroom closet. We woke up to another day of foggy, humid, shimmering white light and still unable to see more than 10 meters. It was at the end of this day that the depression started. Food supplies were becoming dangerously low, particularly for 32 weeks of pregnancy and 2 1/2 years of age. Zero sign of the lifting of the weather.
Waking up to the same thing on day 3 I think I broke. Lindsey was starting to have small contractions. We had a 4 + day trek to the nearest base, and we didn't have the supplies to get there. We hadn't seen any evidence of animals capturing a bird or a chipmunk. Except for the glacier's roaring noise, I've never experienced such utter silence as there was nothing alive but us. I've always had a .45 Mag on me for a potential grizzly encounter, and at this point I'd welcome one.
Let me have a sidebar here for a moment. I've been struggling with some of the worst hunger cases you can imagine. I've seen food insecurity at extreme levels across entire regions. Refugee camps, where people were dying of starvation. Though I didn't know anything about a father's hunger and debilitating feelings that could not provide for his family or decide who gets which calories. I pray that you will never experience this.
We were out of options, nearly out of food and at the mercy of the weather.
I walked through the foggy dripping spruce again the last morning for a sign of change. I looked down the valley to see a tiny break in the cloud as if it were a tunnel into another world.
I sprinted back and grabbed the satellite phone, with one bar of battery left and rang the pilot. He too saw the hole as he had been camping, with is plane down the valley waiting for this very moment.
The image that I’ll never forget was that bush plane landing on the narrow strip as my wife, carrying my daughter running up hill as fast as she could and the pilot again, hardly throttling down yelling out the window, “Get in! Get in! – go, go go!”.
In a matter of seconds, we were turned around and took off from the grass strip, heading back through the brief break in the cloud. Together and safely the shack disappeared from sight and the deep well of human emotion burst in all of us.
– I will forever be amazed at the resilience of my wife and daughter.